I’ve been on antidepressants for a few months now, and they’ve been super fantabulous. However, they ran low. I couldn’t get an appointment until they were gone, so I started to wean off of them. That’s about the time I started to drift off the planet. I had a doc. appointment recently and am back on them, full force. Woohoo! I feel loads better now and while I’m still overwhelmed with trying to keep in touch with people (which has never been my strong suit) at least I’m getting better at keeping up with my kids and myself. I’ve discovered that I still have a slight problem with anorexia- doing my best to overcome that before it gets out of hand again. I am also still scared of talking on the phone. Yes, I have a fear of talking on the phone. Hi, I’m Becca, and the telephone makes me uncomfortable.
Margaret turned 3. She looks like a preschooler now- hardly a hint of toddler on her. I’m struggling with finding her a preschool. I really wanted to homeschool her. I still do. The problem is that we think differently and she’s not learning from me. Well, she is learning from me. She learned, "OH CRAP!" But ask her what color her eyes are, I dare you. Anyway, she had a doctors appointment recently and we discussed her diet and back. They took and x-ray of her back and I haven’t heard anything yet, so that’s a good sign. I’m still trying to get her to pee in the cup for the urine sample. Advice is welcome. The doctor figured that she probably had sensitive skin and when she gets hot, her skin prickles and she interprets that as pain. Hence the, "MY BACKS HURT" followed by the removal of clothing. There’s not much we can do about that we’re not already doing.
Susan is in the 95% of weight and 70% of height. She’s learning to stand. She likes standing. She also loves pears. Her bottom two teeth are slllloooowwwwllllyyyy coming up. When she’s screaming you can see one of them poking up. The other one is harder to see, but easier to feel. Go figure. She had her 6 month shots recently and I think I’ve pretty much decided that I don’t want her to have any more shots until she’s 2. I’m wondering, if that’s going to screw her body up in any way. Or when she does turn 2, how that will effect her shots. Would love adivce here also. Miss Susan can say Hi, Dada, Mama, Moka, dog woof woof. She doesn’t do it often, but she can say them and knows what they mean.
I had this friend back in high school. We'd known eachother for a long while from church. He got married recently, but it's not working out becuase of a severe medical condition and they are divorcing. I'm really sad about this. I understand the reasons. It's for the best they're splitting up. It's still sad though. I'm not sure why this is bothering me so much. I want to do something, but with my hubby not available, I don't think it'd be appropriate to do something in person. The rules on that are so fuzzy.
The other day we were in the car (like we are every day) and Miss M says to me, out of the blue, "Mom. You need go to hospital and get another Susan. You go get 'nother Susan and we'll have two Susan. I wait with gramma and you go hospital get baby." I thought that was so cute! The next day when I asked her if she wanted another sister or a brother, she said no. "Just Margaret and Susan"
That’s about it, I do believe. Even if it’s not, I should be going. It’s quite early in the morning. Hugs to all! We need more hugs period.
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